sigh. simply, s i g h.

okay. today must have been one of the worst day this year. yes. it is the worst one actually. even worse than the disappointing maths cct results.

well. one thing, was getting a lecture by cikgusaripah about projectwork. then, i was kindly informed by her tt about my disappointing results; tt i didn't even manage a 70% for my highermalay ct1 paper2. and tt already drastically brought my mood down.

and just as i was about to leave school to the sanctuary of my home in the late afternoon, after a tiring, boring drink selling shift at the swimcarn, which was postponed after finals event #4, i realised tt the left pocket of my pants felt unusually empty. sure enough, one of my greatest fear came true - i lost my hp. again. sigh.

argh. shan't go into details of how it got lost and stuff. well. it's partly due to my carelessness. i'm just hoping tt it's still in some secluded place in the library, and not taken by someone. though from the looks of it, it's a case of the latter. since the first few times when i called my hp, it was engaged, and then, it was unavailable; it was switched off.

grrr. btw, let me rewrite tt. i lost my bro's sony ericsson t630. my nokia 2100, is with him. so yeah. and if you need to know, this is the 3rd hp i've lost. before this, i've already lost a nokia 3310, and a motorola peanut, both left in a taxi.

i tell you, my parents are so not gonna allow me to get a hp anytime soon. oh. and i've already disconnected my line for the moment, so don't bother contacting my mobile. take note yeah.

sigh. can a day get any worse? =/

7:22 PM
sadikin

- Wednesday, May 10, 2006

booo!

heylo. today was a sch holiday. so fun. if only.

woke up at noon (lazy piiig xP), to my horror, as i realised tt i was supposed to be a meeting with my 01batchmates for a funk session and batch project meeting from 8am. =O
but alas, kind benhong was very nice abt it. so yeah. anw, to the rest, so sorry for not attending, esp since i already gave my word like the night before. (:

after tt, like at 2+pm, chris called me to ask if i was in sch already for our lit project meeting of sorts, and well, i wasn't. coz it wasn't made clear tt i was supposed to meet him in the phonecall last night. so anyhow, i changed up and met him at his house, for some rather brain-draining discussion. which wasn't tt fruitful tho.

and yeah. basically now here i am, feeling the wastedness of a sch holiday. booo. =/

okay. i have to say tt this is an extremely weirdly structured post. sorry.

7:37 PM
sadikin

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post ct

yay. post ct was quite enjoyable and fun, i must admit. (:
yeah. it's one of those rare days when you find school actually well, fun. hahahah.

anw. my class emerged runners-up in the interclass waterpolo competition, despite us fielding (or pooling, in this case xP) a team at the very last minute. we actually were thinking of a walkover, but alas. yay.
as bryan aptply put it, "3j, the true underdog story" (:
oh. and well-done to all the players - leonard, ned, benjamin, justin, junchang, kenneth, and daryl.

after tt it was the disc profiling workshop. with coach kai (funky name), and three other co-coaches.
in short, it was an interesting and enlightening session. and coach kai, being an old ri boy (8 years our senior), was very casual with us, sharing his stories. like his tactic of getting to know girls during the o-level study break by marking his place there and stuff (and how girls actually come up to ask him and his friends qns =O). abt how his friends changed during jc years, trying to be a somebody. and abt his boring internship at the subordinate courts.
oh. and he also mentioned abt the prefects (at tt time, might i emphasize) being such flirtatious beings, holding friendly telematches with rgspb, and also using the telephone in the previous pb room to call girls. tsk. xP he was one, btw.

so yeah. i'm an S, if you wanna know. not an ASS, but an S personality, which can be summed up into one word, SUPER-NICE. no kidding. (:

hahahah.

7:22 PM
sadikin

- Monday, May 08, 2006

O.O

a day without sleep = panda eyes. booo. hahahah.

whoa. but luckily managed to survive throughout the paper. didn't even yawn once kay. (: heh
um. had better sleep early earlier tonight. if not tmr will be a yawn marathon. -yawns-

ouhkay. oh. anw, staying up late (or even throughout the night, for tt matter), surfing the WorldWideWeb proves to be so enlightening. esp when you site-hop. hahahah. got to know quite a lot of things (tt are i didn't already know) like:

1. shayneward's no promises is a cover of bryanrice's.
[ found this out while searching for the mv on youtube ]

2. CBS and WB will merge to form The CW Television Network, with some shows from the wb making it over (gilmoregirls, smallville), some not (charmed, 7thheaven, whatilikeaboutyou), and some still being considered (everwood, onetreehill).
[ found this out while watching an alexisbledel clip on the davidletterman's show on youtube, and when i was looking up on everwood for season summaries in wikipedia ]

hahahah. yay. look at how much more knowledgeable i've become. xP

10:06 PM
sadikin

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ct1 - day 5 (and the last! xP)

hello. yay. commontest1 is over! (: wheee.

oh. and the literature paper was do-able. so yay again. actually. it was unexpectedly wat i had hoped for. hahahah.

YAY!

but didn't really party after tt larh. just chit-chatted with dean over a small coffeebean's the ultimate. yum. and yeah. shopped a lil as well. =P
tt was basically it.

okay. time to finally relax. (: yeah!

2:25 PM
sadikin

- Sunday, May 07, 2006

hmmm

heyyy. nth much to blog abt this weekend.

anw. tmr's my last paper - literature. hoping the topics are really do-able. so tt i won't die. yay. and it's party after tt. wheee.

oh. and pap beat sda to claim my constituency, pasirrispunggol. (: ahwell. it was expected. and mtvaasiaawards was so disappointing. with the exception of hoobastank's performance. and maybe danielpowter's. tho the rendition of badday wasn't tt nice.

ouhkay. tt's all for the weekend. till another time.

8:08 PM
sadikin

- Friday, May 05, 2006

ct1 - day 4

and it's freedom for some, namely the tripscigeogers bunch. but booo. not for me though. still have got literature on monday. so yeah. no celebrations just yet.

and today? simply horrible. enough said.
(yes, if you haven't realised, pretty much everything's been horrible. go figure. =/)

sigh. sometimes i feel my efforts are always futile. especially so for mathematics, my once strongest subject. ): did my share of practice, but still, look at wat happened today.

hoping and praying for the best. well, tt's about the only thing can be done now.



gah. let's channel all this negativity to strive for the best for literature. at least, ct1'll end on a good note.
the only possible anw. =/

8:12 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, May 04, 2006

guilty

i'm taking a break right now. from maths, tt is. and somehow, i'm feeling rather guilty about it. xP as though it's wrong to have a break. okay. perhaps more of the idea of slacking. hoho. surprisesurprise.

ohwell. i seriously need a rest from the numbers and all.
anw, revision for maths is looking okay. so yeah. (:

7:56 PM
sadikin

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ct1 - day 3

hello. chemistry was okay larh. rather do-able. xP as you should already know, tt simply means somewhere around a decent pass. well. hopefully. (: heh

double horror tmr - physics and maths. shucks. i so cannot afford to suffer a very humiliating fail yet again this time. 85% at the very least.
I CAN DO IT! yay. i'm so moralised. right.

better start revising and practising again, i guess. there's nth else tt can be done now, is there?
till another time.

12:01 PM
sadikin

- Wednesday, May 03, 2006

ct1 - day 2

argh. why do my same-day tests all seem so similar? my performance in them, tt is. booo. tt's just not good at all.

anw. yes. highermalay and biology were killers, especially bi-oh. for both papers, when i started on them, i was like "whoa. not bad arh. very do-able. yay." but as i progressed on, it was a different story altogether. biology was simply a horror. the bio tests so far were average, but this one was the bomb.

>.<

3:22 PM
sadikin

- Tuesday, May 02, 2006

ct1 - day 1

hahahah. heyyy. just got back from sch. could've been much earlier, no thanks to long queues. -.-

anw. english and socialstudies were do-able arh. tho the last qns of both were equally horrifying. xP yes. but anyhow, overall, the papers today were okay larh. well. for me, okay usually means just a decent grade, so there. hoho.

ouhkay. gotta muggg for bio and highermalay now. oh. before tt, i gotta wash my long pants. coz the bottom are filled with traces of mud, thanks to the uneven pavement right outside sch, which, as it always is on rainy days, is flooding. grrr.

till later.

2:13 PM
sadikin

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commontest1

let the commontest begin...

yikes. and it kicks off with english language and socialstudies. xP

goodluck and allthebest to exam/test takers. (:

5:58 AM
sadikin

- Monday, May 01, 2006

1 may

i just realised tt today is the 1st of may. four whole months of 2006 have passed, and now, we're already into the fifth; it's already may. like i've mentioned before, time really flies. and somehow, i'm regretting not taking time to just stop and reflect. on everything. maybe it's the pace of life, or perhaps just my plain lazy self. but still. i'm just hoping tt i won't regret much once the year ends. :/

anw. talking about realising stuff, i also realised today (while in the cab accompanying my eldestsis to the clinic) tt i haven't cabbed to sch in the morning for quite a number of weeks now. (:
-am proud of self-

hahahah. well. y'know. i always happen to sleep without completing my work, so when i wake up the next morning, it's rushrushrush to complete the undone work. which often results in late home-leaving, hence, forcing me to cab to sch to avoid being late. xP
yes i know. i'm sucha lazybozo who spends money like it'll never run out. there's not a need to remind me about tt. hoho.

and i'm already planning to catch a movie after the commontests. =P talk about being a spendthrift. but hey. it's sort of a reward. if i survive the cts, tt is. (:

8:30 PM
sadikin

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and lightning strikes

booo. these campaign vans are so irritating. =X

blahhh.

11:51 AM
sadikin

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mornings!

hello. mornings people of the world. as i'm typing this entry, the sda van is making its rounds. hahahah. just like pap's tt day. with a loudhailer/speaker. in the four languages. xP
how un-irritating. in the morning, no less. right.

speaking of the elections, can i just say how excited i am? well, finally the constituency i'm in is being contested. (:
( and the sda van is still making its rounds. -.-" )
and you know what? when i asked my mum tt day on who she voted for in the elections tt she took part in, she said tt she handed in a null vote. coz she was feeling kind to the opposition not to let pap win by too large a margin. hoho. interesting.

okay. time to hit the books. (:

9:39 AM
sadikin