– Oscar Wilde
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Muhammad Sadikin
Malay-Muslim
Singaporean
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currently discovering the world, and himself
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it's been tiring, exhausting, draining. more than anything else.
i'm just so burnt out.
sigh
9:35 PM
sadikin
my mood right now is just bleargh. having to complete hw after hw, with like no end in sight, is just so sad and depressing.
plus the fact tt i'm the only person at home. eldest sis is out and the others have gone for a relative's housewarming (i tink) and to see my bro's new training ground as of tmr. nee soon camp, if i'm not wrong. he's been posted to combat medic, btw. speaking of which, even my family time has been robbed due to hw/schstuff. like, wat's the use of the hols?
nvm. shall take a break for now. if not, like wat nabil said, i'd have to watch my sanity walk past me. till later.
6:15 PM
sadikin
i woke up at 9am today.
i'm a happy person. (:
1:42 PM
sadikin
finally. tmr will be a full stay-in day. well, hopefully. god. after one whole week of non-stop activity. but then again. i just wonder wat i'll be doing. hw, perhaps?
so much for the holidays.
anw. KiQ was fun. and sajak technical rehearsal went fine as well. (:
10:08 PM
sadikin
i am so very tired. of many things. of everything.
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sutc's over. hml lcm day 1's over. yay?
there's still a whole long list to go.
holidays. right.
8:52 PM
sadikin
trying hard not to crumble and break down under all the pressure and stress.
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life's not all sunny right now.
sigh
12:11 AM
sadikin
around 24hrs ago, i was on my way to the acs(i) gangshow. but rite now. i'm stuck at home attempting to complete my hw. yay.
anyhow, my sis starts sch again tmr. hahahah. finally i'm no longer the only sad person in the family who's schooling. yeah.
okay. enough blogging for now. back to hw... -.-
5:25 PM
sadikin
hello. mornings, ppl.
hmmm. yest's acs(i) campfire was very fun. hahahah. when i say chinchow you say eh when i say chinchow you say bah when i say chinchow you say ehbahhh. chinchow rawks kay. and my group's gamemaster was er, fahrul i tink. funkay gamemasters, anyhow. (:
oh. and one the emcees was so stone omg. -.- sorry, but imho, i guess the gamemasters were much better than the emcees. and so were the dancers in one of dance items put up. they looked so forced, and they didn't even smile. hahahah. but their dance choreograph ws quite okay arh. (:
okay. so basically, acs(i) gangshow was really fun and interesting. totally enjoyed myself. xP oh. and you know wat. it was held in the air-conditioned performing arts centre. interesting. how cool. -.- hahahah
9:21 AM
sadikin
it's been one hell of a hectic week. =/ ah. shan't elaborate more since i guess you get the picture.
anyhows. the malay heritage centre trip just now was quite interesting and fun. (: we met encik sarkasi said! xP hahahah. loved the batik painting session tt was held by him. speaking of which, my batik is sooo pretteh i tell you. well, naturally. =P heh. oh. and cikgu made us copy down notes while we were in the museum for our yet-to-be-decided hol assg abt malay history. -.- bleargh
okay. nvm. gotta get ready for acsi gangshow now.
have a great weekend peeps! (:
4:29 PM
sadikin
shall just make this update a rather quick one. still got a lot of work to settle. so yeah. (:
guess wat. mrs noorizan albar is back. =O hahahah. to the horror of many. she came back like way earlier than expected (term 2). but nvm. since like finally, eng and lit lessons are proper. in fact, it's actually good tt people have this sense of fear for her. yay. (:
anyhow. got back some cct results. mathematics and higher malay were disappointing. wait. let me rewrite tt. maths was very disappointing. i had really expected to have fared much better for it. well, at least a 70%. but i only managed a 19/30. ):
hml was more of a surprise, with the new scholars producing the top 2 results. so yeah. plus i am seriously gonna flunk both my chem and physics. and you know wat? this makes all the papers tt i've sat for a huge failure, save for english. =/
sigh.
on to much better and positive news. (but not abt me. it just goes to show how sad my life is rite now.)
so anw. my genius of a bro got 4 As (for bio, chem, phy, maths), 1 B3 (for GP) and 2 Merits (for chem, phy S Papers) for his A-levels (and AO-level for GP). (:
fuyohhh. smartass.
9:03 PM
sadikin