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"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."

Oscar Wilde

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Muhammad Sadikin
Malay-Muslim
Singaporean

22
currently discovering the world, and himself


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- Wednesday, June 29, 2005

it's raining men cats and dogs! xP

hahax. just got home. anw, indeed it is. raining, tt is. very heavy rain here at my side. got drenched to my skin since i didn't bring any umbrella. >.<
ouh. and have i told you tt i like such weathers? i tink you should already noe larh, but yeah. just so you noe. =)

yeah. sch today was fun as well. tho we had two straight hours of eng/lit. xP 40 mins of which was spent on explaining/understanding the theme of wilfred owen's 'the send-off'. hahax.
hmmm. and we also got nice lil london sweets from misscho. oh. and i realised tt many dun really fancy buttermints. booo. ( coz i like them larh ) heh.

ouhyar. mathan just got to noe tt misscho reads his blog. and he got erm, freaked out. why, you may ask? i also dunno. hahax.
hmmm. -thinks- i wonder which teacher reads mine. other than misscho larh, but i dunno whether she still frequents this lil bloggie of mine.

ouhkay larh. gtg finish up my reading of 'an inspector calls' and other stuffs.
ciaoz. =)

5:39 PM
sadikin

- Tuesday, June 28, 2005

omg. i am so dead. coz you noe wat? my hp bill's reached $90+. =X
all coz of the calls made from malaysia during malaysian montage. coz you see, i tot the charges would be relatively reasonable. but apparently, they were not.
urgh. i shall never make calls in malaysia ever again. using my hp, tt is. unless of coz, it's an emergency larh.
but anw, i'm still dead.

ouhyar. the bangbang song is so addictive (and stupid). hahax. coz i was irritating everyone in sch today with tt song. okay, wait. perhaps only my classmates larh. but still. >.< and to think i didn't care abt it the first time i heard the song.

oh. and i just realised my seating partners in class are of a different race. not tt i didn't noe tt mathan is indian and dean is chinese larh. just tt. well, i just wanted to say tt i sit in a multi-racial row.

urgh. now. why was tt so diff to say. wateva.

hmmm. wat a useless entry. so if you're reading this, you've just wasted like a min or two of your life. now go make the most out of wat you've got left. hurry. >.<

3:47 PM
sadikin

- Monday, June 27, 2005

school has started! (again)

yeah. welcome semester 2 and term 3! hello! hahax.

sch's not tt bad, afterall. rather, sch was rawking today. yeah. i love sch! xP

[ ps. this is one of the very rare times tt i say such stuff ]

ANW. assembly, bio, pe, oralcomm, eng/lit, hmt. wat great lessons to usher in the new semester/term. =) i like!

mrteochaiyaw's not tt bad afterall. xP hahax. a very fun teacher as well. -grins-
and so is mrshopechan's temporary replacement. =)
ouh. and i love badminton!!! =)))) hahax.
oralcomm was as fun as usual. but hmmmm. no one seemed to bother abt the lil joke tt mryeo made abt 'not forcing your gf to do wat she doesnt'. maturity? o.O perhaps. but i highly doubt it. heh.
and cikgu was again talking abt stuffs and all. so it was a free lesson for hmt. =)

ouhyar. the youth week intro was funkay! hahax. thumbs up to the youthweekcomm. =)
and missjacqsim's afro hairdo is cool too. hahax.
ohhh. and mrsfionachong has somewhat retired. booo. =( but hey. her replacement's mrsmartinaong. =)

hmmmm. ouhkay. tt basically rounds up my first day at sch in semester 2. a time to realli buck up and study till you drop. and tt'll be wat im gonna do.
BUT i still have gotta finish up all my hw first. argh.
and tt reminds me. i still have 'an inspector calls' to read. >.<

[ and i've less than an average of 2hrs of sleep for the past two days... zzzZZ ]

but anyhow, sch still rawKs. =)))



ouhyar. and thanx mathan for the canadian bag and canadian tee. and nabil for the new zealand wine cup/glass. =)

5:06 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, June 23, 2005

behold... my new jukebox!

yay. all thanx to cheathouseadmin.
and pls ppl, use it wisely. =) heh.

ouhyar. all the songs on it are my current faves. so -doesdeejaything- song requests are welcome! xP

5:54 PM
sadikin

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morning, world! =)

ouhkay. nth much to blog abt. lemme see...

hmmmm. a lot of ppl haven't realli completed their h/w!!! yeah. tt's good news for me, coz guess wat... i haven't too!!! yay. the power of procrastination!!! wheee. xP
hahax. ouh. and if you have not too, highfive! -highfives- yeahhhh.

[ i tink i'm high. hahax. >.< ouhkay. wateva. ]

next. orange, tt omg #1 bitch/slut, other than wangting of coz, just had to tell me tt i'm growing fatter. thankyouverymuch yeah for snapping me back to reality. =\ but wait. it is true. xP i tink i shall go for a jog soon. heh.

ouhyar. CREATIVE!!! i seriously omg hate you. i just got back my MuVo^2 1.5GB, on tues, after godnoeshowlong (actually only 4 weeks, but still). and yesterday, i tried switching it on, but it didn't respond. cannot even charge the battery or use the adapter. so, obviously, there's a problem with the insides of the player. oh. and i just tried to switch it on again, but still to no avail.
ARGHHHH!!! effit. i seriously want a refund larh dammit. =X
ohhh. and this time, it's made in malaysia. whereas the two previous screwed up ones were made in china. >.< just when i tot it'd no longer screw up.

argh. i so goddamn love creative. =\

9:58 AM
sadikin

- Tuesday, June 21, 2005

missed me? i bet you did. >.<

anw. yeah. thanx again for all the b'dae wishes ppl. juniors, seniors, friends, classmates, ex-classmates/schmates. and of coz my family. =)

it's a rather cool morning, and with the presence of the dark clouds above, plus the not-so-bright sky, unlike usual mornings, i tink it's gonna rain. yay. more coolness. as in cold cool. wateva.
but tt is bad as well, coz it will dampen my enthusiasm (if i have any) to complete my hw. yes. hw. of which i've only completed part of eng. and the sci reflective writing of coz. which leaves my with hist, geog, hmt and re. but at least i can strike off geog from the list, coz many ppl are gonna start on it when sch re-opens. yay. one more consolation. but wateva it is, i'm still a bit screwed. hahax.

ouhkay. so wimbledon has started. yay. go davenport & federer go!!! =)))

mentor... argh. yanie beat fahmi. >.< booo. my god. she wasn't deserving of her 26/30 last week larh. biasness on jayjay's part? since he did a duet with ning (her mentor). perhaps. argh. but wateva. at least this week's jury was much more professional. yanie deserved her 20/30, and biella deserved her 23/30 (rite?). pija's 26 was a bit too high. and alynn's 20 should've been a lil bit higher. but nehminds. am hoping for biella to beat yanie. yeah. xP
hmmmm. pija and yanie confirmed through to semis. alynn and biella confirmed out.
fahmi, fo3, nabil and dewi's fates will be determined by next week's results.

hahax. i bet many dunno wat i'm talking abt.

-reads entire entry again-
wahhhh. my entry's so organised man. >.<

hahax. sorx for wasting your time ppl.

and i want money!!! =P

8:51 AM
sadikin

- Saturday, June 18, 2005

HAPPY 14TH B'DAE TO ME!!! =)


hahax. yeah. after giving ppl b'dae wishes, finally it's time for me to receive mine. [ and giving myself a b'dae wish ] xP

a big thankiesss goes out to all my family and friends for all the b'dae wishes. =) classmates, batchmates, friends and family for the sms-es, tags, e-cards, and presents. and not forgetting the kakaks for the call. hahax. love ya all. =)
and thanx also to those who actually bothered to sms/tag me early in the morning, ie. 12midnight, to wish me happy b'dae. =)

YAY I'M FINALLY FOURTEEN!!!

hahax. randomness. yeah.
hmmmm. feeling rather lazy to update rite now. just wanted to give my erm, thankyou speech. hahax. >.<

ouhkay larh. thanx again ppl! =)

1:29 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, June 09, 2005

Parents Television Council
- Because Our Children Are Watching

whoa. i never knew such a council actually existed. hahax. xP
ouh. and most of the shows i and you watch are red on their list - meaning no go for children and teenagers. >.< oooops.
even Cold Case and CSI are in their list of top 10 worst programmes for the family. but hey. these two shows give an insight on wat it is to be a detective/investigator. and may also inspire ppl to go into such professions. =) heh
oh. and everwood's no.1 on tt list. =O

anw. watched Madagascar yest. kindly sponsored by dean. =))) thanx ya.
hmmmm... the movie was overall okay larh. entertaining at times. but it did bore me at times too, esp around the ending. and the ending was also quite abrupt. i was waiting to see wat will happen to them once they were abt to sail away, but alas. it ended rite there. >.<
i quote The Hollywood Reporter,
After an extremely promising start, this inspired computer-animated comedy gets lost in the wild.
agreed.

hmmmm. ouhyar. any sponsors for mr&mrssmith? =P (man, i feel like sucha freeloader. but wateva. hahax)

4:36 PM
sadikin

- Wednesday, June 08, 2005

i've just bathed. hahax. like you needed to noe tt.

anw, yay. coz i managed to stay up the whole nite again. - amverhproudofself - =)))
BUT, i bet i'll be on a yawning spree later. ohwells.

hmmmm. this is seriously a verh useless entry tt is created out of boredom. so i'll just stop here so tt you won't be wasting your precious time reading this useless scribblings of a bored guy early in the morning. instead of doing sth useful. like going to the library to study. =P

ouh. and it just rained. coool. i love rainy weathers. =)))

6:21 AM
sadikin

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BOOOO!

i'm still wide awake. O.O
hahax. yeah. couldn't really get to sleep so i did research for my eng hw.
yay. i'm so guai. =)))
plus listen to songs and watch random music videos. >.<

hahax. and to tink i didn't even had a sip of coffee today.
must be my overactive mind/brain tt's constantly thinking. of useful stuff of coz. =P

ouhyar. i guess many are already back from their holidays, or overseas trip rather. so erm, welcome back. yeah. =)

and today being the 8th of june, i gotta say a b'dae greeting to maryam aka ayam aka marylamb.
so, happy 14th b'dae, maryam! =)
a super merepek woman who likes to say the merepek-est things. hahax. >.<
( little wonder since she's from the rgssec2sgiler batch )

hahax. but still, gemini babies rawK. so erm, yay to geminis! =))) [ hinthint ] heh.

i feel so thirsty. yet i'm lazy to get myself a drink. hmmmm...

5:02 AM
sadikin

- Tuesday, June 07, 2005

i am guai! =) hahax. yeah. finally gonna start on my hw tmr. with dean at hml, tt is.
and i'm finally going out of the house. too cooped up in here tt resulted in long and quite useless blogging. xP

ouhkay. let's see...

moblogs are fun! yeah. was reading lotsa moblogs of erm, celebs and all. funkay! hahax. >.<

hmmmm... ladeedadeedum... -amthinkingofwattoblog-

ouhyar. i've removed radio.blog since i'm tired of uploading stuff and all. but it'll be back, soon. yeah. in the meantime, be content with Someday We'll Know. =)

hmmmm. and i tink i'm recovering from the awalktoremember fever. should be. heh.

ouhkay larh. tuesday teevee marathon starting. csi, alias, bostonpublic... whee =)))

9:50 PM
sadikin

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i felt so guai today. erm, i mean yest. wateva.
yeah. tt was before watching A Walk To Remember. hahax.

coz on my way back home from a meeting in sch, i actually went to the library to borrow All Quiet On The Western Front, which was a book on a list of recommended readings by mrshopechan. of which two books - Charlie & The Chocolate Factory, and Z for Zachariah - i have read. -amproudofself- =)

hahax. ouh. then, i was in my oh-so-guai mood and i even wanted to start my eng hw when i got back. but alas. the temptation of watching the movie was too great to resist tt my guainess died out. (well, ain't it the same all the time xP)

[ urgh. the popups are omg annoying. >.< it like appears every 5 seconds larh for god's sake. plus. i'm feeling rather warm. no more cool nite (or early morning, rather) breeze. booo. =( ]

okay. where was i? ohya. the movie!

our love is like the wind;
i cannot see it, but i can feel it

- landon carter


awwww... it's sososososososo omg sad larh. seriously. (i noe i told you guys already, but i just have to say it again)
well, now i realise tt these movies, with not-so fairytale ending tt i prefer, have this ____ effect on me. which is not tt good larh.
=( i tink you should noe wat i'm talking abt.

anw, made this for fun:



hmmmm... i tink my guainess's returned. coz i feel like doing part of my eng hw before sleeping. and at this hour? o.O

i surprise myself at times. =O



love is a leap of faith
- a walk to remember

1:03 AM
sadikin

- Monday, June 06, 2005

just watched A Walk To Remember. had it since like months ago (or even a year) and only watched it today.
anw, it was sosososo omg sad. really. =(















source: A Walk To Remember official website

argh. see larh. now my mood has gone down so very drastically. =(

how to do my hw? >.< (excuses, excuses...)

8:00 PM
sadikin

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hahax. i just rmbr-ed tt i haven't congratulated carrieunderwood. hahax. slow huh. so anw, congrats to Carrie Underwood on becoming the 4th American Idol. =)
tho i hate your voice at times. xP

oh. and dun worry wangting, i acknowledge your effort in garnering support for her. (tho we can't vote here in s'pore. i tink)

12:04 PM
sadikin

- Sunday, June 05, 2005

hahax. funny how a camp can change someone just like tt. >.< but at least he's now a much more cheerful person than before, or so it seems. hmmm...

boredom.

yeah. anw, i tink i'm erm, addicted to bread. hahax. yes. you got tt rite. addiction to bread. >.<
wholemeal bread with an ultra-thick layer margarine (okay. so it wasn't tt thick.) hahax. funny how (the second 'funny how' in this post) i actually used to loathe wholemeals.

okay. this entry is really getting useless.
shall attempt to start on my hw?
(tt reminds me of the newly uploaded, 30%-of-CA geog assg. booo. oh. and the science reflective writing. argh!)

how i love hw-filed hols! >.<

5:06 PM
sadikin

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heyyy.

hahax. so, not going out today i guess. feeling kinda lazy. shall just watch tv and laze around like yest. yeah. hahax. yest watched taxi. funkayyy. ouh. and my oh-so-vain-and-bitchy cousin came to use my comp. and downloaded lotsa mariah stuff. >.<
he and his diva. and bitchiness. man, he's super bitchy can. even bitchier than mathan. xP anw, left at 11.45pm. hahax. early huh?

ouhyar. did i tell you ppl tt i was parentless for the last two nites? yes. as in both my parents were working at nite. so, yeah. no one to tell me to stop using the comp and sleep. =) heh

hahax. hmmm. i feel so random. booo. see, my post is so organised. >.<

anw, i find songs with unique sounding intros, like dunphunkwithmyheart and lonely super addictive. hahax. nonononodunphunkwithmyheart... lonelyimmrlonelyihavenobodytformyown...
hahax. oh. and i find tt jessemccartney sounds like mazlan in shesnoyou. o.O perhaps it's just me. hahax.

oh. i wanna watch mrandmrssmith!!! any sponsors?
-hopefulsmile-
hahax. ouhyar. speaking of movies, i noe tt i haven't told you tt i watched 6 movies on the bus during malaysianmontage. theinterpreter, iceprincess, rmbrthetitans, sahara, and 2 more which i forgot. hahax. =)))



13 more days... =P

1:21 PM
sadikin

- Saturday, June 04, 2005

heyyy. am finally updating. hahax. was actually contemplating whether to blog later in the nite, but seeing how tt idea went down the drain the past few days (zzzZ), i'd rather blog now. since i'm bored and all. and there's still hw tt i'd rather leave untouched for a couple more days. (which is equivalent to the rest of the hols. xP)

anw, first on the list malaysian montage.
hahax. was fun larh. with all the crapping and just chilling out, plus the fact tt we were holiday-ing ahead of others. hahax.
ain't gonna like document everything tt happened larh, just those tt come to mind.

day1
visited the frim place. or wateva it's called. the hike plus canopy walk was uber fun!!! =) i like! it was so much more naturally natural than bukit timah nature reserve. like seriously. well, afterall, it is indeed a virgin forest. >.<
oh. eulogies! hahax. =P
yeah. ouh. and the lunch picnic-style buffet was okay. yeah. just passable. hahax. but it was a surprise tt they actually bothered using real (as in hardy) plates, cutlery, and cups, instead of disposables. hahax. funkay.
stayed at grand continental, kl. not bad. and there was a reallyreally nice view of the twintowers from my hotel room. =) which was beside mrvincentquek's. ohya. wondered if he was disturbed by the noise we made. xP hahax.

day2
made our way to cameron. superdupercold. hahax. but it was nice. since i prefer cold weather. =) yeah. the pasarmalam was not bad. so was the tea plantation tour. hahax. kinda regretted not buying souvenirs for the ppl back home. as in the personalize-able keychains. tt was at tt time. until i saw sth else in putrajaya. hahax. =)
ouh. stayed at equatorial. didn't really like the apartments thingy. everyone's like relatively far from each other. plus the stairs are covered with dirt. and so were the exteriors of the houses. >.< urgh.
but at least the weather was to my liking. =) hahax.
ouh. and did i mention tt we ate a few meals at the same nyonya restaurant at idunnowhere (brinchang, i tink). hahax. but the meals were fairly decent larh.
ohya. and ourbatchidentity. >.< as i expected, like they'd care. but at least they appreciated the orangasliperf. which was simply, whoa. =O

day3
went to the eq strawberry farm. =))) the juice sold there was so yummy. natural goodness. hahax. ohya.
the healthy department has proved that our strawberries are saved to eat

or sth like tt. >.< thus, i commented the farm was strawberry-friendly. hahax. evilll.
yeah. then made our way to kualaselangor. and ate dinner at some riverside restaurant. where mathan discovered a bug in the soup. urgh. =X
then fireflies tour!!! simply whoa. really.
stayed at grandbluewave, shahalam. the nicest hotel of the trip. and i bet many will agree with me on tt. they even had nescafegoldblend and decaf. xP plus espn and starmovies. =)))
ouhyar. mathan and chris went over to my room to sleep. hahax. and chris, was erm, hugging me as a bolster. hahax. maddo. and we watched a french movie, which led chris to conclude tt french guys are hairy, horny and make him traumatised. >.< and we crapped and crapped till 3+. i tink. hahax. but it was fun, nonetheless.
and we also created a word to describe fawaz - menist (pronounced men-ist). hahax.

day4
putrajaya!!! i like. coz it was there tt i got my souvenirs for my family. hahax. at some stall selling rice art. meaning the art of writing on rice. whoa. the woman was super skilled. =) anw, tt caused me to be late. but luckily, mrquek and mraguss didn't scold us. yayyy. they're nice. =) hahax.
then off to kajangsatay. urgh. hated this place coz of someone. omg. the tot of him seriously makes me so goddamn angry lorh. like hello-oh. i didn't even touch a stick of satay for heaven's sake, much less eat one. and none of the sticks were mine. and the table wasn't mine as well, fyi.
and if you tink it's my responsibility, then i'm sorx, but i ain't anyone's slave/maid. might as well you go to each table and tell everyone to clear up. coz, fyi, if you were too blind to see or sth, almost every table had one of those.
argh. apparently, he has a prob with me. or am i just reading too much into it? urgh. wateva. shan't be bothered larh.
hmmm. reached sch blahblah and dean's dad fetched me and mathan, yet again. thanx. =)
oh ya. chewinggums!!! should've brought in more. hahax.

yeah. tt's abt it for the malaysianmontage i guess. =)

next, annual camp.
nth much actually. just tt i felt tt it was a total flop. everyone was like demoralised. and sian. the atmosphere was tt way since the start, and it worsened after the rain. no doubt ppl were kinda excited and all when it rained, but after tt, seeing the destruction caused, the wet bags... haiz. >.<
but anyhow, i did enjoy a moment or two, like aaron's classic watermelon thingy. it was simply classic. hahax. =)))

yeah. watched monster-in-law on thurs, with dean, benhong, and yanzhi. hahax. nice movie. but well, another nice ending tt was a lil too nice and sudden for me. like it didn't fit at tt moment. hahax. but rather enjoyable. and ruby! hahax. another classic.

ouhyar. and seoulgarden! hahax. my hand died after grilling the food. some smart aleck accidentally dripped some soup on the grill. supersmart rite. then the oil splattered on my hand everytime i tried to turn the meat. urgh. hahax. but it was all a fun experience.

and got my apr as well. same as end of last year - 3.47. argh. mixed feelings. satisfied, realli. but am sad tt my cts pulled my grades down, except for maths, which i so totally am happy abt. =)

ohya. i regretted not going for rjdrama. =( heard tt it was reallirealli good.
sadness.

but yay. going out again tmr. hopefully. hahax. can't wait to bowl again.
and i made mathan buy me a bagpack from canada. hahax. hope he rmbrs once he's there.
not tt i want a canadian (pizza xP) bag, just tt i want a new bag, and since he has xP to buy me a souvenir, why not get me a baggie. hahax. evil, aren't i. anw, to all those abroad, takecare yeah. and dun forget to get me sth. i'll be waiting. xP

yeah. tt pretty well means tt i'm really in the holiday mood. =)
hw? well, tt can wait a couple more days. (as mentioned earlier)

ciaoz.



- tag replies -


therggilersec2s: >.<

humairah: heyyy. realli? hmmmm...

GF: ya rite. chris, your lameness is so not killing me. hahax. in need of a bolster?

kangjie: got lower than you larh. hahax. =)

mathan: hahax. did you say fun? o.O anw. updated my links. =)

1:44 PM
sadikin