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Muhammad Sadikin
Malay-Muslim
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currently discovering the world, and himself


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- Wednesday, September 29, 2004

hey ppl. was too tired and busy these past few days to update. ohwells. and i tend to sleep damn early nowadays without even doing my work. once i lie on the sofa or bed, i'd guarantee tt i'll onli wake up the next morning for sch. hehe. =P
yepps. so tt was the reason.

aniwae, nth much happened. or mebbe a lot larh.
first, there'll be a buffet recess tmr and a full day off this friday due to the education awards we got. wheee. like having another children's day hol like tt. so coool. yayness.

yesterday was my interview. and yiyang stayed with me till it was my turn. so nice of him. thanx. =)

and today, erm, nth much larh. geog results are disappointing, but when haven't they not been. hahax. =P

can't wait for tmr. partly coz of the buffet recess, and partly coz it is the last sch day of week 3. wheee. rejoice ppl, rejoice!

and haliim's hamster has died. boohoo. his oh-so-cute lil hamster has passed on. *cries*
bwaaaahhhhh. you see arh haliim, dun treat it well rite. and now it has... bwaaaaahhhh.
but aniwae, my condolences.

life is short. indeed.

ciaoz.



The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost


Two roads diverged in a yellow road,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better chain,
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for the passing there
had worn really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves and no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should even come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh.
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference.

7:45 PM
sadikin

- Sunday, September 26, 2004

hey. was just reminded abt sth interesting to blog abt after reading taufiq's blog entry. hahax.

and tt is the harassment.

received two calls from a private number and the person who answered had a girly voice. sounds sooo much like a mad girl tt i noe. and im sure it's her. muahaha.
well, the more ineresting one of the two calls was the 2nd one. but too bad my sis anwered it.

here's the convo:

gal: eh wat larh you. i waited for you for 2 hrs already
my sis: i tink you got the wrong number.
gal: dun lie larh. i noe. you bastard!

then my sis ended the call. hahax. a real mad girl.

and kakhumairah doesn't noe tt i realli noe tt it was her who sent the sms-es. hahax. she's one mad girl. *hinthint*

ciaoz.

1:33 PM
sadikin

-

hey. haven't been blogging and logging in msn tt frequently nowadays. as in daily. well, have to start mugging for ct2 and finish up some projects. chris is even not going online till the end of ct2. sooo disciplined man. unlike me. boohoo.

aniwae, had scouts cip at ju eng home for senior citizens at jalan kayu. didn't noe tt jalan kayu was quite near to sengkang. hahax.
swept, mopped and wiped windows and tabletops. so hardworking rite. =)
oh ya. after sweeping, i went downstairs to help the 10 sec 1s and guru pick up litter. then, guru accidentally picked up shit faeces. so funny man and i was laughing so hard. good job ah guru. =P

after tt, i went to eat at kfc compasspoint with benjy, zul, kevintham, nic and sarun. bought the $4.95 meal and the mooncake. the mooncake wasn't tt bad larh, but not as nice as other real mooncakes.
and benjy was so champ larh tt he spilt his coke onto my seat and my bag tt was on my seat. also kena my mp3 player earphones. but luckily it's okay. so i asked for a new cup of coke on benjy's behalf.
then nic's coke also was slightly spilt too. damn champ man you two. =P

went around compasspoint while waiting for benjy's mum. saw the panasonic earphones tt i want. but it's abt $50 larh. shall see next year.


and this morning, i woke up to a dream in which haizad (singidol) was in. so funny man. of all ppl, him??? so puzzled man. aniwae, i dramt tt i was with my bro in a shop larh. and haizad was the cashier or probably the owner as well. then when my bro paid for sth, haizad pointed to me and said sth to my bro and i laughed. can;'t rmbr wat he said larh.
strange huh? damn strange.

read in the newspaper abt siti's e-mail. kesian sehhh puteri kuala lipis ni. haiz.
and she didn't win anything at anugerah era. must be coz of the e-mail. and mishaomar won best female vocallist. and so, my bro, a fan of siti, deduced tt the sender of the e-mail must have been a mishaomar fan. and i tink so too.

okay larh. wanna eat and do my work.
ciaoz.

11:37 AM
sadikin

- Friday, September 24, 2004

heyheyhey. im loving sch, except for the h/w part. so yeah.

aniwae, yesterday was a pretty normal day. went to the battlebox which was quite boring larh. -___- but the headphones were quite cool tho.

after tt, dashed to imm to order reprints of my pm's book prize presentation ceremony pics. ordered 5 and each was $8. very the cheap arh. tt's wat you have to pay for hiring professional photographers. boohoo. then i made one the silliest decisions of my life, to go home by bus. i was damndamn tired and i figured out tt i need to seat somewhere, and the mrt is definitely just not the place. so i took 55. went like around singapore in tt one bus. passed by many places tt i've never passed before. so cool man. however, the journey took app 2hr30min. boarded at 6.10pm, alighted at 8.30pm. whoa. damn long man. but i guess the trip was worth it. but i missed singapore idol! boohoo. wanted to hear the malay gal sing. i wanted her to get into the final 12. nvm ah.
oh ya. and on my way, i decided to see my banner outside my sch which is currently being renovated coz my friend told me abt it. whoa. it was quite big arh. anyone who passes there surely will see one. good publicity. *kembang* =P

tt was basically yesterday. and today was again a normal day larh.

had part 1 of higher malay paper 1, which was surat kiriman/ dialog. i sorta studied for surat kiriman rasmi and memorized the important stuff. but the test was surat kiriman tak rasmi! arghhh. i again blacked out and just rushed like 20min before time was up. im sure i will flunk it. wat a damn screwed up surat! arghhh.

then had patrol meeting in the afternoon. wrote our reflections abt the year, at first i was damn dunno-wat-to-write thingy, but once i started on the part of stc, i wrote quite a lot. and sirui told me tt my patrol log was not bad. wheee.

then went to library to sorta do duty and catch up with the librarians. i met kevinmarklee and was polluted by him and another sicko (a sec 4 non-librarian) who was talking dirty stuff with kevinmarklee. so dirty man tt i was polluted. so i began talking dirty too. hahax.
and i started to address zhiyong as 'chief librarian', and then it was shortened to 'chief' larh. i like tt name man. hahax. went home with zhiyong and chatted with him and stuff. tried to get him to reveal wat he wrote abt me for the ripb survey abt the nominees, since he is the library ccal. but obviously, i failed. oh ya. and i realised tt he is in 3m, the class with pljames, aplsirui and kfplbernard. cool.


eyyy. i can't wait for tmr's cip. gonna have batchlunch at jalankayu rotiprata shop. hopefully.
and this tues will be my interview. damn nervous man. tt's the day tt may or may not change my life in ri. certainly i want it to change my life in ri larh. hahax.

okay larh. ciaoz.

8:13 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, September 23, 2004

hey. me just wanna wish some ppl happy b'daes.

to mathan (dob 21/09/91), Happy Belated B'dae!

to dearest patrol leader, james chan (dob 22/09/89), Happy Belated B'dae too!
wanted to blog just now, but it slipped off my mind. aniwae, have a happy belated b'dae yah.

and last but not least,


Happy B'dae Kak Yana!


yeah. happy b'dae to my dearest sister (dob 23/09/82). sori lar, this year no card or anything. too busy to make. aniwae, happy b'dae. =)

tt's all. three consecutive b'daes. cool.

3:53 AM
sadikin

-

hey. now's like 2am and im still not asleep. doing my work, mugging and stuff.

aniwae, i wanna say tt i love 'with you all the time' by gareth gates.
and 'my prerogative' by britney spears' not bad too.

ah. since i've lotsa time to spare, i shall paste the lyrics here.

Gareth Gates
- With You All The Time


I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar, I'm who you are

When you think you're alone
When you cry 'cause the world's unfair
You can rest assure, I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you, I'm with you all the time
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you, with you all the time

I walk your every road
I'm laughing when you smile
And when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
That I shall forever keep
You're on your own, but not alone

When you're down, when you're out
When the world tells you no one cares
You can rest assure, I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you, I'm with you all the time
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you, I'm with you all the time

Save a little love for me
You'll see
Save a little love for me
And you'll see
Save a little love for me
And you'll see
And you'll see

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you, I'm with you all the time
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you, with you all the time

You know that I'm with you, I'm with you all the time
Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you, with you all the time

Britney Spears
- My Prerogative


People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is, can you handle mine?

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some messy questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
(Everybody)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative
(It's my prerogative)

It's the way that I wanna live
(It's my prerogative)
You can tell me what to do

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
(Everybody)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
(Everybody)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative
(It's my prerogative)

It's the way that I wanna live
(It's my prerogative)
You can tell me what to do

I can do what I wanna do (it's my prerogative)
I can live my life (it's my prerogative)
And I'm doing it just for you (it's my prerogative)

Why can't I live my life
Without all of the things
That people say, oh (oh)

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
(Everybody)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

They say I'm crazy

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
(Everybody)
They say I'm nasty
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative
(That's my prerogative)


yeah. tt's all i guess. back to mugging.

1:03 AM
sadikin

- Wednesday, September 22, 2004

hey.

basically, today was erm, normal.

got back maths test. tt is the most disappointing one so far. a mere 11.5/20. booohooo. compare tt to my results in the beginning of the year and the diff is obvious. also got back assg 9. disappointing as well. boohoo.
my results are getting worse. arghhh. im so D-E-A-D.

and phy sci spa was erm, bad. bad as in verybad. im so gonna flunk it. this spa is so much more diff than the trial one. whyohwhy. another boohoo.

had oral comm test. decided to do on music and elaborate on the one i had done during one of the lessons, as in hasn't been presented. but luckily, i wasn't one of the lucky ones today and thus, i have 2 more weeks to prepare. woohoo.

history presentation was next. however, my grp was one of the lucky ones. boohoo. but anyway, i tink tt our presentation on ibn battuta was all right. except for the part on his voyage tt choong ngan elaborated too much on. actualli, tt was my fault lar coz i slept early last nite and did not send him our ppt. so, i am the cause of tt. but anyhow, i tink we did okay. yay. =)

tt was all. luckily the day didn't end on an upsetting mood.


after tt, did library duty. i so love the library man. esp the info counter and the cutter thingy. so fun man cutting the form for the borrowing of cds. i noe tt may sound lame but it isn't. wheee. i love the hml library.

waited for yiyang to finish his rise practice from 5.30pm to 6.20pm. so late man. anted to go home early but erm, felt tt i could do something first lar. and so, i completed my maths assg and maths ws. wheee.

okie. gotta study for bio quiz and surat kiriman test later.



oh ya. and if anyone of you have anything urgent to tell me, just call or sms me coz i won't be online tt often these next few weeks.
and so, im afraid tt testimonials will only be written during the hols. so bersabar kakizza and kakdynna. "kesabaran separuh daripada iman"

ciaoz.

8:04 PM
sadikin

- Monday, September 20, 2004

heyas. sch was a slack day. woohoo.

a quick recap of events.

assembly - cle ---> eng/lit ---> recess ---> phy sci ---> art ---> re - talk by stikfas ppl

hmmm. cle was just an interview. quite okay lar. just talk abt sch and stuff.
we had a new teacher for art, and i forgot her name. hehe. have an art project thingy which is to design a 3d sculpture of a never-before-seen insect. due by week 4. so funn arh? boohoo

re talk was realli fun tho. the speakers talked with an american accent. but well, their stikfas toy is coool lar. and mathan got one so i told him tt it was his b'dae present from them. an early one tt is. =) [btw, his b'dae is tmr]

during lunch, we had to meet cikgu lar. tt is, those who had gone for the tarian practice tt was cancelled. anwaar and adly apologised blah blah and ckigu gave us cheezels, julie's peanut butter biscuits and a chuppachop or however you spell it. so yah. hahax. and nabil was like telling us not to forgive them and stuff. evilll. hahax.

and for your info *ppl*, i do not like to be called 'chodikin'. im sure at least some of you noe how tt came about.
i dun mind being rumoured with a gal, but definitely not a teacher. and so *ppl*, just shut up if you have nth better to say. thankyouverymuch.

tt just ruined my day, so thanx for doing so.

aniwae, after sch, went to j8 with mathan to give him a b'dae treat. ate at kfc then went around the whole j8. so boring man. i wanted to buy my pc speakers, but dun have the one i wanted. alerr. shall buy later. couldn't find mathan a nice b'dae prezzie too, so i ended up treating him to swensen's ice-cream.

tt was abt all.

sorrie if you find my entry boring, coz im not in the best of moods now. thanx to those *ppl*.

shall blog again later with all the fun stuff.

bye.

6:42 PM
sadikin

- Saturday, September 18, 2004

heyas. feeling so fatigue. hahax.

okay. so scouts was funnn coz we were realli exercising. good. dunno why, but i just like exercising. im mad, yes i noe.

so a summary of today's scouts act:

pt was okay. jogged two rounds while cheering, then circuit training or warm-up followed by the other. ended off with pull-ups or wassit 1.6km run. sth like tt lar. my 1.6 timing not bad i must say. wheee. aniwae, pt was funnn.
and thanx for the advice pljames. =)

first station was the dodgeball/poisonball station. we aced this one man.
first the ss/sec 3s (ongnardo, junxian and another one) surrounded us. sec 3s won. then we surrounded them and we won. then they surrounded us and we won. then we faced each other as in each on one side of the court. we won.
after tt, one more round to secure our 3-1 win and we won!
we rock!

second station was the trestle station. we did just okay. basically, three members build a trestle and tie any lashing (can be own-invented lashing) tt is strong enough. then one member get on the trestle lying on the stomach, while two others pull him. and tt guy was obviously haliim.

third was the quiz. we flunked it! so crappy mans. should have gotten benard and paul. they were more lenient i heard.
oh btw, the quiz is anything abt the sec 3s. a gang like pbg even exist? hahax.

fourth was soccer. we beat the sec 3s (paul, bernard, jl and ben) 4-0 i tink. around there. we sooo rock! woohoo

fifth was the typing station. damn mad ahs. i owed 296 so i ran 1 lap for below 1min30s to get 300 off. then i donated my 4 extra to kevin.
then did some push-ups with the patrol excluding takchuen coz he was typing.
then to pay off all, we ran 1 lap each. me, kevin and takchuen came below 1min30s to get 300 off each. haliim, wenyu and yanzhi came below 1min45s to get 200 off each. im not too sure abt yanzhi coz i tot he came after 1min45s, but guru said he came below tt time. did he? dunno lar. aniwae, we owed them 1200, paid back 1500/1400. not bad arhs. yanzhi owd the least, kevin the most. and dear jt owed 6800!?!?! maddo lar he. hahax.

sixth and final station was mad. cunning alvinyong and dylanwee. nam was okay lar since he just sat one corner listening to music. they said there was necklace, articuno feather and another thing. turned out tt the necklace was indeed a piece of newspaper, articuno feather just a capteh feather and the other thing i forgot liaoz. alvinyong even wore the newspaper thingy before we took it and said tt it was a necklace blah, blah. cunning man. and all the purple diamonds were bombs. boohoo. had to do 24 push-ups. for the three things, they said they have the ____ broom curse and we must break the curse thrice. how to break it? sing institution anthem while at phantom chair position. we had to do thrice, but we stopped at the second one coz the sec 3s were damn kind and stuff.

after tt, me and haliim wnet off for tarian. checked my sms and received one from unknown saying tt there was no tarian. called the person and he turned out to be adly. called cikgu but she didn't answer. she then sms-ed back saying tt there was no tarian. nazirul called cikgu and confirmed tt there was no tarian. boohoo. played soccer a bit then decided to go back to den and see if they were still there. sec 2s and 3s had the healthy lifestyle thingy and the sec 1s were gone liaoz. war games to be held another day.

so me and haliim borrowed badminton rackets and played badminton. (duh)
then after tt went to eat at ljs as a big group of malay sec 1s. then me and fawaz went back to sch for project meeting with yiyang. where was choong ngan? haiz.

so tt's abt all. and so now haliim likes ljs and his CUTE hamster is sick.
and kakdynna, cheer up lar. dun be so worried.

ciaoz.

10:44 PM
sadikin

- Friday, September 17, 2004

okay. i realised tt the photos are big. but wateva lar. im too lazy to change the size. boohoo.

aniwae, i am totally not performing up to standard. this is bad coz ct2 is only 3 weeks away. thanx mr soo for reminding us. x)

blanked out during maths test yesterday. guess the most i can get is a low pass. how pathetic is tt? i dun wanna fail! arghhh.
and geog test today was diff beyond words. such a contrast compared to the test in which we had cheated. and i tink i can only get a low pass again. i did study, but did not cover volcanoes tt much. arghhh. i dun wanna fail!

summary = im D-E-A-D!

oh ya. and can i just say tt yaoguang's eng is damn power. tt lil man is dam pro. i want his brain! i want!
and so is chris' maths. i want your brain chris!
and so is faizin's malay. i want your brain faizin!

okay. the list just goes on and on and on.

summary = im a loser!

and many ppl are catching up with me. many. yes. MANY!

booohooo.

aniwae, there's scouts and tarian and hist project meeting tmr. heard tt pt under the sec 3s is erm, very good. meaning tt im so D-E-A-D!

i feel so demoralised. actualli im high. but this entry on the reflection of my performance has brought my level of high-ness to below zero. boohoo.

and my oath of not having a crush till sec 2? and not having a gf till sec 3?

booohooo. just BOOOOHOOOO.

8:42 PM
sadikin

-

hey. this is one of the two pics at the award ceremony thingy. the other one just doesn't want to be uploaded. boohoo. and i haven't ordered another photo with my pri sch principal and teachers. =P

so here it is:



me receiving the award from mr chan soo sen


okayyy. he keeps reminding me of.... erm, i shan't mention lar. dun wanna be faced with a defamamtion lawsuit. x)

and here's an additional photo of myself tt i just scanned. this was taken when i was in primary 4.



me and ms lau, now overall prefects' mistress


the diff is obvious rite? can't believe i was tt fat plump

me gonna write another text entry after this. ciaoz.

8:34 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, September 16, 2004

hey. haven't been blogging. me busy completing h/w. wheee. i feel so high. hahax

aniwae, i deleted the last entry coz this is gonna be somewhat an elaborated entry.

hmmm. monday was a great first day of sch. not as bad as i tot it would be. aniwae, went to make my atm card after sch. wheee. yeah.

tuesday was all right. bought my new hp all-in-one printer. yayness. i no longer need to ask ppl to print for me. aniwae, thanx to those who have helped me print stuff before. and i also collected my pics at the special academic awards presentation ceremony tt tues. the one where i received my pm's book prize award. yah.

yesterday was a normal day. and so was today. nothing much happened and im happy tt i managed to not chat for two days. woohoo. but then, there were 14 unread mails in my inbox. good or bad? *wonders*

so here i am blogging. gonna finish my hist assg, bio tasks and if possible, ulasan buku. gonna mug a bit for geog test tmr. speaking of tests, i did badly for just now's maths test. boohoo. aniwae, wish me lucks kays. =)

oh ya. and the results of sing idol was disappointing. i wanted shirin to get through. together with nana or beverly. but i prefer the former. beverly is like an attention seeker, crying for god noes why. and seems a bit over-confident.

okay lar. tt should do it.

ciaoz.



ps. may upload some photos if i have time. =)
and kakdynna, stay faithful to him.

10:54 PM
sadikin

- Sunday, September 12, 2004

heyas. im so sleepy now. guess i'd better keep this entry as short as possible.

so, yeah. just now was the anugerah mendaki ceremony (or sth like tt). quite okay lar. actualli boring. but with ppl who couldn't stop talking and shrieking *looks at arina*, how can i not get amused? =P

met nabil at around 8.30am and went to macs to eat our breakfast. the macs was damn diff to find coz i dun realli go to raffles place much. then met zul back outside the mrt station. nabil was getting bored so he went to the ntuc building first with zul, and i waited for my bro. see, im nice. =)

while waiting for him, saw rj minahs who then set off before my bro came. hadri came first, then my bro. then matin. and hadri and matin went to macs (???) to eat breakfast. then the rest came lar, namely fairuz, iylia, jauhari and another guy whose name i've forgotten.
then faizin came along, and my bro told me to go with faizin first coz 1 guy was still not there. rj mats are sooo punctual. kater meet at 10.15am but at 10.30am pun masih belum full attendance. =P
finally reached ntuc building with assistance from faizin's dad! thanx. =)

then rehearsal, lunch, prayers and the ceremony. yay! had so much fun crapping iwth the ppl around me. and also helping arif figure out sth. *stares at the 2 tkgians* hahax. oh ya. and amelina told like everyone to write tt nabil hit it off well with nurul! and when am was irritated by the noise they made, am suggested them to rent a hotel room. and i must say tt am, arina and nurul are soooo not dirty-minded. x)
(tt'd have to be the surprise of the century. =P)

mr hussain/hussein was also there, receiving an anugerah on behalf of his bro. sungguh smart man his bro. graduated from oxford university with 1st class honours. woah. damndamn smart.
oh ya. then during the reception, mr hussain/hussein talked to me. his bro actually got only 261 for his psle. so you see, hard work pays off!
and mr hussain/hussein is gonna/currently in his 2nd (???) year at london sch or sth like tt. reading politics and sth else. ah, politics. interesting.

the reception was okay lar. the food was not tt bad. and the choc eclairs was damndamn yummy. wheee.

then went to esplanade, ate at komala's and then went to funan to check out printers and speakers. insya'allah, me getting a printer and speakers this coming week.

okay lar. guess tt's all. and F.R.I.E.N.D.S. is gonna end. boohoo. and so are the hols. double boohoo. and i haven't completed my work or mugged.
really boooohoooo.
im D-E-A-D.

nitez.

1:59 AM
sadikin

- Friday, September 10, 2004

heyheyhey. me doing my work. see, im so guai. my halo's getting brighter and bigger. wheee.

kaksiti/diana just called! so surprising. hahax. she was asking how i am and stuff. and she was with ariffin. jengjengjeng.
according to her, they baru habis belajar bio. believable? hahax. =P [oh no, my halo's getting dimmer! boohoo]
okay lar. believable. =) [my halo's getting brighter again. phew.]

so yah. kaksiti called. tt kinda made me both happy and surprised. wheee. =)

and tmr's the anugerah mendaki thingy. yayness. and rjc ppl are wearing blazers. at least they have long pants. hahax. rmbr, shorts and blazer dun go. learn from ym experience.

guess tt's all. sayonara. =)

5:28 PM
sadikin

-

heyas. back again. did quite some work today. so happy! yeah.

okie. chatted quite a lot just now. now i realised tt chatting is my S-L-A-C-K disease motivator. coz everytime when i start to chat, i'll feel very lazy to do stuff. so yeah. i'll try to avoid logging on to msn.

oh ya. and vivien teo ee nah just had to encourage me to watch a sad korean video clip. it's damn sad man. go download here. so sad. realli sad man.
and if anyone can translate to me wat was said at 5:51+, 7:37+ and 7:48+ of the video, pls tell me. im so desperate to noe. vivien said tt it was part of the lyrics of the song. but it tink it was wat the gal and guy said. so, pls tell me if you noe. thanx. =)

and while i was writing testimonials (ah, the need to write the full word again. =p) for ppl, i realised tt i haven't written one for quite a number who have written me. so guilty-striken seh. nvm. i shall continue my testi spree once i finish my work. yeah. and btw, i want testimonials! pls write me one if you have the time!

okie. wanna sleep now. gonna wake up early to do my work tmr. nitez. =)

1:10 AM
sadikin

- Thursday, September 09, 2004

hey. im now in a muggerish mood. so happy tt im finally doing my work! lemme hear some applause pls ppl. thanx. =)

oh ya. and tt's why you haven't seen me on msn today. im so disciplined! woohoo!
and i helped chris with his malay again. im so nice and kind and .... *rattles on and on*

im soooo happy.

wheeee.

*composes self*

okay. back to work.

4:59 PM
sadikin

- Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hey ppl.

okay. i was on a testi spree. yeah. wrote like 10 testimonials today. (see the need to use the long word? =P) gonna continue later.

chatted with many ppl today. watched tv, listened to music and surfed net. in short, i S-L-A-C-K ed! i feel so slack these days. arghhh. but nvm. managed to do bio task 1. only. sigh.

now chatting with chris. haiz. why is life so full of challenges and problems? why? why must there be challenges and problems in life? why can't we just live in a happy world? why must things like the recent russian terrorist attack happen? and why must little things like love come by? why oh why? sigh.

well, cheer up ppl. i guess i need to cheer up myself. see, im smiling again. =)

okay. so im still S-L-A-C-K ing. the worst disease you can ever get. hahax. okie now gonna chat somemore. oh ya. i wanna apply for an atm card. yeah! easier to withdraw money. not like i've got money in my bank now. for your info, i onli have abt $2+ in my bank account. hahax.

okie lar gtg. but before tt, remember ppl,

vision without action is merely a dream,
action without vision just passes the time,
vision with action can change the world.


okie. ciaoz and nitez. =)

10:52 PM
sadikin

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hey. was too lazy to blog yesterday. aniwae, woke up at 2.30pm yesterday. boohoo. the morning was totally gone. haiz.

well, abt the nite hike. we had patrol activity which was LANing. wheee. chin nam brought us to a very ulu place lar. in the carpark of far east shooping center (not plaza). then the aunty told us tt LANing was free till 12pm. we were damn surprised lerrr and so she showed us the flyer. hahax. so we LANed from like 10.30am till 12pm. damn fun man.

then went for lunch at bk. managed to get wenyu to treat me to a mushroom swiss double meal. wheee. thanx ya. oh ya. haliim decided to buy a kid's meal and got this toy which is like a vibrator and uses it for his 'pleasure'. geddit? aniwae, tt proves tt haliim is not tt innocent after all. =P

after lunch went back to LANing. in all, played cs and warcraft onli. mi prefer cs more. yeah.
then around 3.30pm, me and haliim went out in search of a masjid called masjid al-falah. went to orchard mrt first to check out the map. then we walked in the direction of the masjid. walked and walked an walked but no masjid in sight. we decided to look for a tower with a crescent and star. still couldn't find. then i realised tt we have gone too far coz the map showed tt it was onli 3 bus-stops away, and we had passed 5? then we went behind the buildings and walked in the other direction. asked an makcik on the way and she said tt it ws behind citibank. walked and walked again. booohooo. no masjid in sight. asked another makcik who seemed to be form the masjid. then she pointed out to the building across the small road. ran there (ran just now too) coz it was nearing asar. we saw no masjid but we carried on walking and suddenly i saw the sign of a masjid! masjid al-falah! wheee. found at last! aperrr lar. masjid in building. sungguh aneh. to think we even wanted to look for the masjid's tower. boohoo.

then waited for them outside orchard mrt station. managed to get haliim to treat me to cup of ice-cream. woohoo. thanx. =)
then went to boon keng together. bought gardenia butter rolls for the hike. then used a coupon to buy two small sunkists bottle at 7-eleven for $0.95. gave one to haliim. (see, im nice) changed out and off for the hike.

at first, i was like 'wheee, this hike is okay lar not so tiring. can still hike it'. then walked and ran and walked and ran until my legs were damn aching. boohoo. oh ya. the bio lesson on respiration was quite useful since it helps me understand the lactid acid thingy. hahax.
oh ya. haliim was using the vibrator toy for his 'pleasure' throughout the hike. hahax. but then, he had a fell somewhere. was quite bloody.
then bernard had his theory tt ppl tend to prefer talking to ppl of the same height -like him and sirui. cool.
saw some masjids along the way and one of them was in a building again. alerr, wat telah happened to stand-alone majids.

then walked and ran and ran and ran to the last checkpoint. had to skip the 4th one coz we were damn behind time. my legs were dying ar. x)
then homebound! wheee. oh ya. haliim and johnathan and zhiwei and shuwei dropped at outram park and had to rush to the east-west train coz it was like 10 mins to its departure. but luckily, they made it! wheee.
before going home, headed for 7-eleven to buy a packet milo drink. so nice...

guess tt's all for the nite hike. oh ya. sarun has quite a stamina man, was in front throughout the hike.

yepps. and as i told ya, woke up at 2.30pm yesterday coz i slept at around 4am. slacked the whole day. boohoo.
chatted till quite late yesterday. we were playing this court thingy lar. and taufiq azim has admitted to... ah I shan’t mention. see, im nice. woohoo.
btw, kak noddy or the all-honourable CJ Noddy, told me tt i was the lawyer from hell - the best type of lawyer. wheee. thanx. =)

me loving 'fly' by hilary duff and 'leave (get out)' by jojo. sungguh nice. wheee.
okie lar. gtg. see ya all. bye. =)

9:41 AM
sadikin

- Tuesday, September 07, 2004

heyas. just got home from nite hike. damn tired man. my legs are aching too. x)

so yeah. for patrol activity before the hike, we went LANing. my first time LANing. quite fun i must say. wheee.
then came nite hike. damn tiring lerrr. walked and ran from boon keng to harbourfront. a bit the near rite? -___-

oh ya. missed today's F.R.I.E.N.D.S and ALIAS. arghhhh. but nvm. rmbr the scouts' motto - be prepared! so erm, i prepared for tt already. =P

okie lar. my legs are damn aching and my body's gonna shut down soon. see ya. will blog a more detailed one tmr. nitez. =)

1:56 AM
sadikin

- Sunday, September 05, 2004

hey. was too tired and lazy to blog yesterday.

aniwae, a correction to make. there wasn't night hike yesterday. didn't realised tt it was postponed to tmr. yayness. yah. so there.

hmmm. as you noe, yesterday was ri open house and famboree.
well, arrived in sch at abt 7.05am. was supposed to meet in cikgu's room at 7.30am. bahhh. hate being early. then arif came. followed by zul, who realised tt cikgu's door was open. so we went in. should have came in earlier and enjoyed the aircon. =P
played around and haliim came. then more and more ppl came. then cikgu came and we chose our baju kurungs. changed up, practised and off we performed.
not many ppl were there yet, so erm, we were like performing to the ri ppl omli. hahax. while in cikgu's room waiting for our performance time, we basically crapped around.

(i feel so lazy to write an entertaining post. just to let you noe, this whole thing was supposed to be in a high mood.)

oh ya. saw haris' lil bro. hahax. cikgu was like encouraging pestering me to ask the boy whether he really is haris' bro. so i asked him and tada, he is. they look so damn similar.
bahhh. in all, saw onli like 2 or 3 malay families. sungguh ramai seh. aniwae, it was so funn dikir-ing and arif was forever trying to make me laugh. hahax.
btw, someone was damn horny in the malay room. -dotx-

then went for library duty. wheee. i realised tt i love being a tourguide or rather, giving ppl a tour. alerr. samer jer lar. aniwae, i went back and forth to dikir as well. see, im so patriotic to mcc. =P
then, before we ended the shift, mrs yap showed us some pics of the teacher' day celebrations and the teachers' day lunch. hahax. quite funny.

after tt, changed to scouts uniform in the malay room. oh ya. they were cleaning the room then. looked so much cleaner and neater. and as usual, elango came. the usual stuff. told us to finish cleaning by 6.30pm. arif actually helped. hahax. sungguh helpful. aniwae, then met royce and alvingyong and went together to the famboree thingy.

met the ppl at macs coz they were having their supposed dinner. realised tt the new j8 extension has opened. wheee. got coffee bean and 7eleven. so happy.
then i pestered kevin to give me one of his nuggets and took royce's fries. thanx guys. =) hehe. bought a chocowafflecone for myself too. then continued our journey to bishan park. waited for the other sec 2s and 3s.
oh ya. and hioky was saying tt i am gonna be nickyeo's successor coz i was listening to my mp3 player. more of posing (???) with earphones. huh? sejak biler i pose with earphones. alerr. then nickyeo said tt he has never posed with earphones/headphones before. then hioky looked at alvinyong who had headphones and said tt im alvinyong's successor. hahax. so funny lar our ccal.

so then went to famboree. very the not lame seh. and the emcee was like damn -dotx-
oh. and cikgu wani sms-ed me saying tt she was there with her scoutie bro. she tot of seeing me, haliim and zul, but only me was there. ahahx. then she sms-ed me again saying tt she was then at j8, dragging her bro with her. hahax.
yah. so you noe how lame the famboree was.

okie guess tt's all. wanna start on my hol h/w now. so see ya. and nite hike's tmr. wheee.

1:38 PM
sadikin

- Friday, September 03, 2004

hey. a lot of events happening tmr. wheee. so excited.

aniwae, nth much happened today. began research for history project, finished watching the malay movie, went through the geog test, and did poems for eng/lit.
wat a nice way to end the term. so ppl, term 3 is gone! happy holidays!

but there's still assgs to do. and arghhh. the group geog project was supposed to be done indiv. alerrr. then ask us to do as a group. so now got to do tt again. but guess tt won't be a problem. so nvm.
aniwae, so here's my list of assgs:

history - famous explorer (due term 4, week 1)
geog - desert survival kit (due term 4, week 1)
hmt - ulasan buku (due term 4, week 1)
bio sci - 4 tasks (due term 4, 17 sept)
comp studies - webpage (due term 4)

plus maths qns. and i also have to mug for geog re-test (term 4, week 1). and also bio and phy sci lar to revise. if there's time, tt is.
for eng/lit, have to read 'the outsiders'. bahhh. books again. but at least it's just reading. =)

yay! tmr is gonna be a busy day. ri open house. my schedule - dikir barat in the morning, and library club in the afternoon.
bahhh. feel so guilty for not helping my core cca. sorrie ah, 01.

after tt, there'll be some sort of campfire, famboree. then nite hike till around 11pm. wheee. so funnn. can't wait.
but then again, tt means tt i have to bring lotsa stuff. bahhh. but nvm lar. at least i won't be bored. hopefully.

okie lar ppl. wanna pack for tmr. see ya. ciaoz.

11:06 PM
sadikin

- Thursday, September 02, 2004

hey. started off the day feeling damn high. dunno why.

hahax. i was so damn jacked during eng/lit lesson lerrr. we were doing this presentation thingy and after dean's group had performed, i tot tt it was my group's turn coz they were going in a horizontal direction, and my group was to the right of dean's. so i stood up, waved my hand in the president-like way, and was gonna walk to the front of the class with my grp members, when suddenly, mrs chan said, "sadikin, why is your grp standing? i called for yuji's grp.". alerrr. so jacked! ahahx. you see lar, they all make so much noise tt i couldn't hear wat mrs chan said. boohoo. and everyone was going like, "jacked!". ahahx. so funny. ah. i shan't be so prasan anymore.

then after tt met mr lim to fill in the return to sch form thingy, and i also went to tidy the maths portfolios. then went for bio till abt 9.40am and off i went to my pri sch.
waited quite long for yajie to come, and around 10.50+am, she arrived in marylamb's car. didn't noe tt marylamb was tt nice. hehe.
then yajie realised tt she lost her diskette. aper lar. nvm. so she used the projector to flash the printed handouts of the ppt. alerrr. i tink we didn't do quite a good job. so many terms and phrases tt i dun even noe. wat 'x-labs'? gee, but nvm.
then on my way home, yajie lent me 10 bucks to take a taxi back to sch. so nice. then, i decided to share a cab with her coz she said tt she flagged down a taxi for me, but i told her to take it. so it was rgs first, then ri.
went to hmt class and watched some scary movie. quite lame actually. hehe.

then maths. so evil seh fawaz. tucked my shirt out for me in front of miss cho at the end of maths lesson. hahax. then i also helped him, chris and kenneth to tuck theirs out. see, im so helpful. hahax. then miss cho was like, "stop it!". hahax. and she said tt we learnt it from our seniors. issit? dunno lar. i learnt it from fawaz, so i dunno who he learnt it from.

dikir was okay. quite fun lar today. did ragam and stuff.

tt's all i guess. see ya all. bye. =)


she said tt i am caring.

10:31 PM
sadikin

- Wednesday, September 01, 2004

hey. was too tired to blog yesterday.

well, yesterday's teachers' day celebration rox. yeah.

in the earlier part, i played chapteh - max out team. very funnn. baorong was quite good. hahax. and in the end, mr azhar asked, "so who won?". and the response was obvious. so mr azhar said sth like, "nevermind. wat's important is tt you all had fun. so, all of you are winners. give yourselves a round of applause.". alerrr. -___-

then it was the concert. hmmm. must say tt kaiyang's voice is not tt bad. and the teacher-man skit was erm, quite enjoyable. slackerboy doesn't seem a slacker though, since he's the headboy. should have chosen someone else. then, the all-female-english-teachers band concert. mrs albar was so funny. and mrs chan. so surprising. then during the cutting of the cake thingy, a male teacher whom i dunno, was dancing to the song which was played by the 'band'. so funny. =P

after tt, off to eunos. was supposed to meet kak azu first, but then she had sth on, so i went myself. when i got there, they were having the concert. okie lar. quite boring tho, but it's okay lar. and then wished the teachers 'happy teachers' day' and all. not many of my classmates were there when i came, but then the number increased gadually. met the minahs of bedok north sec. not realli minah lar, still quite decent. surprised tt khaliesa and izzuddin are still together. hahax.
the vs mats were also there - qama and firdaus. but izzuddin wasn't there. firdaus had his hair all gelled/ waxed up. they had the be yourself thingy. so cool man. why ri dun have??? bleargh.

then me, biman, qama and firdaus went to cikgu siti's house. talked and talked. and qama got the $10 he came for (for getting A* for malay in psle) and biman also got. they haven't redeemed lar. then ech of us got $5. wheee. then ate at macs near bedok interchange.

after we parted ways, went to parkway and waited for my parents. then bought my mp3 player. wheee. so happy!

okie tt kinda wrapped up yesterday. today did my karangan and slacked while listening to my mp3 player. yeah. so fun.
okie lar. gtg. going back to eunos for the presentation thingy tmr. bye. =)



ps. music will be stopped for quite a while. =)

10:12 PM
sadikin